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2020

by Ratcockroach

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This is the beginning of the end for your fucking life sudden impact, you cant just go back, I will remain, ill just send youback to the swamp you come from and the place where you always belong to hidden in a fake personality you always strive for superiority I pity you
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you never imagined this was going to be the last year you were going to see the light rise up after the darness of night feel the blood slowing down as your mind sinks into the abyss, you end your life in a nightmare, a nightmarish fever
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feeling perfectly safe as a prelude of feeling miserable and in despair
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you better get used to it... theres no way i can live in PEACE I´m so sick, it´s me against me, every. SECOND. it´s the strugle of everyday, the battle of being completely lost and afraid. not trusting anybody, not trusting myself, locked down in my own mind.
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Aliencore 00:03
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this was supposed to be an instrumental, but voice sounded too cool to be left out you almost reached the end of the album FuCK!
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Derealization: Disconnected. World grey and lifeless but in movement. Life is such a cartoonish joke. My soul is dying. If i come back from this, the soul doesnt exist. Depersonalization (no vocals): Time vanishes Ego Death there are some things you have to experience to believe they are real, but we´re never ready for what´s to come Who the Fuck you are. Who the fuck am I Im a dying god. Im not human anymore. This feeling is eternal, will always be, was it always like this? Mind reveals itself as pure chaos and shattered remains.
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If you spend too much time on watching the stars, watching the earth. If you spend too much time inside your mind. You will realize. We all are a dying god.
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severely crippled by the circumstances of your birth. no optimism is allowed when you figure out the truth. The appalling truth. Every day must be lived, supreme horror and condemned discomfort. You don´t know if this will end after the worms infest your bloated colorful corpse.
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about

Este pequeño album representa un resumen de algunas de mis experiencias y reflexiones del año 2020.
Espero que les cause el mismo gusto (o disgusto) que me causó a mí grabarlo, mezclarlo, abandonarlo, regresar a él y finalmente masterizarlo. 10 minutos de pura desesperación sónica e incapacitante. Adiós para siempre 2020.
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This small album represents a summary of some of my experiences and reflections of the year 2020.
I hope it causes you the same pleasure (or displeasure) that it caused me to record it, mix it, abandon it, return to it and finally master it. 10 minutes of pure sonic and incapacitating despair Goodbye forever 2020.

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released December 31, 2020

Marco Moscoso: Instruments, programming, vocals and artwork
Ramiro Kestler: Vocals and lyrics on track 5
Mixed and Mastered by Blackstone Studio

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A personal grind, noise, mathcore, experimental metal just for fun and outlet of angers...

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